Can't STOP studying... MUST beat evil exam
So I've been thinking.... why why WHY do universities think its somehow beneficial or if in anyway realistic to schedule all exams within the same god damn two weeks??!?!? What does acing exams that are back to back to back during school really mean? Does it mean that your a genius? that you have a knack for memorizing theory? That you have a photographic memory or does it mean that you so badly want to work at Company XYZ that you will prove it by shunning all of societies normalities and turn into an android that lives breathes and eats textbooks, screams at any human-not-currently-turned-into-a-zoid-because-they're-not-in-university for making so much sound when they blink! If this blog doesn't make any sense or if you notice that my spelling and grammer is for junkies then know that at this point I am no longer of the living. I am like Algernon in Flowers for Algernon, the tissue in my brain has turned into overcooked spaghetti, I cannot recite my ABC's, just like an auto-immune disease the cells in my brain have turned on me, they are no longer listening when I read, instead they're flat-lining with every word I'm saying, each and everyone of them is leaving, like some sick LSD trip my brain is succumbing to the blissful side of unlearning.
...and so you will find me praying that when I see the questions and I start writing... a little spark will ignite my memory and volumes and volumes of knowledge, brilliant, intelligent, insightful -knowledge will just pour forth and fill in the voids of all the potholes the evils made and save me from falling into the blackness that is waiting to eat all the little children, who are so bravely fighting, reading, writing.

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